Personal Note: Eva So Much Poem by diara armstead

I miss you my Lyon ever so much
Hearing your voice is like feelin your touch
Kuz were so distant gave you up
Now I hurt deep inside my soul weeps
Depression, anger, and frustration
Cant move on kuz my heart is still remains with you
My love still remains forever in your name
Tatted on my heart Mrs. Bryant will
Always be my name forever
Deep inside im straight lost
On death road is my soul
Waste side is my mind but
On dhe out side I maintain like everythin is fine
When honestly im fallin apart and
Its all my fault kant love no other
Kuz I only love no how to love you itz true
Goin thru rehab
Im missin you my Lyon my drug addiction
Officially feinin fah you
I thurst fah your sweet love
Like a vampire thurst fah blood
I love you you you Tabitha Bryant
My Lyon im missin you ever so much
Your voice is soothing relaxin
Like your touch body and soul
Never meant to hurt you
Just had to get away collect myself get my mind right
Before I did sum stupid madd wild like cheat on you
To lose you fah good aint worth wild
I gotta have you in my life as my ride or die, partner in crime
And stubby fah life
Tears stream down my face
Marrin you is dhe goal I still wish to pursue
Only kuz im deeply in love with you
How I stayed gone for so long
You prolly done moved on
But I miss you my Lyon ever so much
I never shoulda let you go
Im dhe cause of dis unnecessary heart aching pain
Dealing with such a struggle day by day
Makes life not worth another day