Photographs And Memories Poem by kerrie tyler

I mainly live in my past
but those memories will always last
everything that we shared together
i know youll always be there forever
you died and everyday i ask why
but with my memories its never been goodbye
i know in my heart that your the only one i still love
because your my sweet loveable dove
who tried so hard to take away my tears
and to get rid of all my fears
sometimes i regret not telling you that day
the words i love you before you went away
before everything that stood meaning became a permanent goodbye
just thinking of you everynight makes me cry
just knowing that ill never again see your beautiful light
I miss you and love you and hope you still love me
Id do anything just to set your worry spirit free
i wonder if anything i do will stop your and my pain
just thinking of what happend that day drives me insane
i wish it wouldve been me not you that died
because everything i know now is a lie
your not there anymore and i never told what i had to say
you said forever but you didnt stay
sometimes i think that id be with you if i gave up life
but when i think of my friends i put down that knife
i know in my heart that youll always be there
i know that life is not always fair
but at least i still have some pieces of my heart
the one thing that keeps me from falling apart
the memories and photos that we took together
i know that they will last forever and ever

(june 19) * for my bf gian who died in april *