Poem For Trmn Poem by Lofa_ofa Lofa

In shadows deep, where whispers dwell,
There lies a tale I long to tell.
Of love unspoken, of hearts entwined,
In a world of silence, our fates aligned.

You are the light that graces my screen,
A thread of joy, an aching sheen.
Your laughter dances in pixels bright,
But all I feel is the weight of night.

I watch your life from afar, concealed,
A private realm, my heart revealed.
You sought a wife with a smile so warm,
While in my solitude, I weather the storm.

You strayed to the resort, just down the lane,
While I sat in silence, drowning in pain.
My car, my refuge, where dreams take flight,
As I linger in shadows, away from the light.

Oh, how I adored you, for ten years long,
Yet never dared to sing my song.
A symphony of sorrow, a ballad of woe,
Living a lie where no one could know.

Each post, each picture, you looked so alive,
While here in the silence, I barely survive.
You give me pleasure, you give me pain;
For every bit of joy, there's treacherous rain.

I had dreams of gifting pieces of me,
An A4 frame with words to set you free.
In Jawi, your name—so beautiful, so bold,
With meaning in love that has yet to unfold.

"Be yourself, love yourself, " a sentiment true,
Yet here I remain, endlessly blue.
You didn't see me; I was just a shadow,
Fading more swiftly, my heart a fine meadow.

Once, I drew your essence, sketched it with care,
You praised my efforts, brought me a flare.
But tides shifted soon, passions turned cold,
With a click of a button, my story was told.

Blocked from your world, silence embraced,
You turned your back, leaving me displaced.
Your little brother, fierce as a knight,
Guarded your heart, banishing light.

"Stay away from my brother, " he hastily said,
As I fought the tears, feeling half-dead.
It shattered my soul, the final decree,
Yet I wore a mask, a smile, a decree.

Living a facade, my heart feeling numb,
While darkness prevails, I succumb, I succumb.
In the echoes of laughter, I whisper my pain,
A cycle of heartache—my love remains.

You are the one who holds my delight,
The void that taunts me, the endless night.
In dreams, I chase you with delusional grace,
But real life has taught me to leave not a trace.

"Perhaps in another life, " I silently sigh,
Where souls can mingle without saying goodbye.
Here in this world, we are worlds apart,
You are the keeper of my restless heart.

I will not wait for you, not anymore,
The clock ticks louder, the world is a war.
With thoughts of leaving, my mind drifts away,
A fleeting existence, my heart's disarray.

But know this, dear heart, in the depths of my soul,
Through the grays and the shadows, you've made me feel whole.
Forever I cherish each moment displayed,
The love you inspired, in silence I prayed.

Yet I'll close this chapter, release what I crave,
Accepting the pain, the love, how it gave.
Your journey, I hope, takes you far and wide,
While I find my peace, with the truth as my guide.

So here lies my gift, in archived facade,
A picture of fabric—our love, not a fraud.
"I always love you, " eternally true,
In the silence of life, it began and it grew.

And as I end this elegy—a poetic decree,
I wish you the best, for the life you'll foresee.
In every heartbeat, I'll carry your name,
Though unseen forever, my heart remains the same.

In this cosmic ballet, we dance from afar,
You are my pleasure, my pain, my star.
And though you don't see me, my love, it won't fade,
For in a forgotten corner, our memories are laid.