Polychromatic

In mild hues of blue and gray...
I distanced myself today, took a step back from all you had you to say.

Wait...
I will, I won't, I can't...its too much and you're too late.

To supress everything would be criminal
To fall back on all that I said I would never do...all the shit I said I'd never take off of you.

Can you ease my mind?
Can you bestill my beating heart one more time?
Can you trip and mumble, stutter and stumble...over your....over your fetching lines and my soul made humble?