Poring Emotions Poem by Max Saysoff

i had the filling you might look on this page
i had a felling that things would never change
i had that filling that filling
that... filling
here i am filling alone again
here i am wishing u didn't go away
here i am thanking of you
this filling... this. this filling
all i could do was rage
all i could do was lash out like myself
what you don't understand is i was scare
i was so scare
that this filling would go away
i love you i really do
i needed you more then ever
but just like my fears had said
it was destine to be over
maybe if i wasn't me
maybe if i was there
maybe
maybe
you would still be here.
ever so often i would see your face
ever time i would look away
IT THIS HOW IT REALLY ENDS!
look me in the eye one more time
look me in the soul like this
tell em to my face
that I'm not a friend
i love you I'm sorry but this filling inside
all this makes no since this poem is in no context all i can thank is of the emotions left inside!