Perhaps It's The Other Way Poem by Max Saysoff

Perhaps it’s the other way


am i the blind one
am I the one that cannot see
am I the one who does not know
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am the one who needs to open my eyes
Maybe I'm the one who does not know the truth
Maybe I'm the one who should lessen
Maybe I should be the one to look harder
Just maybe
HAHA
I am max
I am I
I am the one who does not miss a thing
I am the one who knows it all
It’s the thing I don't want to be right
I was blind for a while but then I saw
The truth
I see you both for who you are
Yes David what you say may be true
She may not like anything about me
She may hate me
The thing is
Even with knowing these
I steel have not given up
I am steel me
Yes its max I should never have let her in
I should never have thought
That for the first time
The first time in my 15 years of life
Something good might happen to me
I hoped to be with her
I love her
But you saw me happy
And you had to put an end to it
You had to stop my feelings you had to
You had to be you
You had to try and be happy yourself
I wish you knew what love was David
You us the word carelessly
That word has a lot of power
You don't know how to us it
You don't know what it really means
I just wish you did
But Jordan you are at fault as well
It was you who used me
It was you who hurt me for him
It was you who ended it
It was you who choice me
You were the one who where you
You where the one who is right for me
I'm tired of saying I'm right for you
I don't know who u want anymore but
But I know
You are the one I want
You are the one I need
You are the one
The one person
The one person that can save me
The one person that I need
The one person who can stop ME
The one person who can see me
I'm done wondering what you want
I know what I do
You are the one I need
You are
You are the one for me
And yet
You tare me from you
You sever us using me as the point
I'm done
Done
I'm glad I'm done
I gave up
I'm done trying to be happy
I'm done with it
I tried helping you but you just stopped
GO AND FIX YORESELF! ! !
You where drowning and I pulled you up
You fall and I picked you up
Now you are falling
As I walk away
You are drowning
As I turn away
Now you are coming to me
You should just go home
I opened my heart to you
You didn’t understand
You didn’t open up
I'm seeing what I am
I see you don’t need me
I see you don't want me
You would rather
Fall into your own nightmares
You have fallen
I pulled you away
But you would rather go back
You past was bad and you know that
You are going back to it
You are going to the way you were
You don't need me for that
You need me for nothing
You are going to put all your hate in one shot
You are you
You will blow up at me
And even that I like
I like being hurt by you
I don't know why
But
Even you putting me though pain makes me love u more
Even you hating me makes me fell better
But that does not compare to what you do to me when you’re nice
When you with me
When you were with me
Ever day I was happy
Everyday I felt no sorrow
Everyday I felt nothing negative
Everyday I felt loved
Everyday you made me happy
The happiest I have ever been
You make me happy even to date
You are right for me
I hope I am right for you

(Inspired by scars.)