Prayer Poem by chris guice

As i Sit here in my room drinking all alone got nobody that cares for me because they all gone
Withdrawn for this world because it don't care i just wanna have someone to share my love with

But as it appear to me that this is rare.

I get down on my knees for the Lord's Prayer asking forgiveness and to heal my heart because it's broken
wonder if i died would my saying be quoted i am outspoken but get no token
My Heart bleed it need to be woken i walk-around out in the open but not seen.

is it wrong for me to do bad so i can be seen? Feels like everyone distance themselves like i was quarantine
At Times i am surprised i even made it to nineteen living life hopeless i can't focus

Living Life on edge nobody feels my pain i am projected to fail why live in more father i can't lived up to the scale
I Yale out but no words come out i am posted time out on bail i am a young black male with my soul for sell.

Because they took it away from me Please here my Prayer every-time i inhale and exhale i feel like they sticking with nails

Father i rather Live on the streets because there no peace for me in jail.
I know only u can save me stressing i am going crazy with ur love i need i try not to let it faze me
Father i need u to heard my prayer because u my lord saver.