Procrastinating? Poem by Gordon D Wilkinson

Deep inside I know how I feel
Keeping the feelings covered is more difficult
Afraid to expose to anyone
Rejection is the problem
Can another one, be took?
Another slash in the heart
How deep this time will the cut go?
So deep, there can be no recovery
Pushed back into the icy cold
Could I be mistaken?
Will rejection be outdated?
Opening up new pastures on which to graze
Making the sun shine with every smile
It is a real quandary
To tell or live in self imposed silence
Decisions that one-day knowing I have to make
Procrastinating inside