Racing Mind Poem by Kristina Lybbert

I tried dating this guy (also the guy I dedicated There For You to)and we really hit things off, but things got too sexual too fast so things ended right then and there, or so I thought. The day after I gave him the framed poem (see There For You story)I went over to his house and we were watching Netflix. When Netflix got to the "are you still watching" screen we were both too lazy to grab the controller to start the next episode so we just sat there facing each other, smiling nervously and admitting that we both still had feelings for the other. After what seemed like an eternity he could take it anymore, he left his side of the couch and came over and kissed me. With that all the feelings came rushing back at the speed of light (at least they did for me, I can't say the same for him)but with those feelings came confusion. I have no idea what any of this means, I have no idea if it was a spur of the moment thing or if he actually wants to try again. I ended up staying at his place that night, he in his room, me sleeping on the couch. I woke up around 3: 30AM and couldn't fall asleep after about an hour of trying to sleep I wrote this poem. I finished it shortly after 5: 00AM and finally managed to fall back asleep only to have to wake up at 5: 45AM to get ready.