Rage Inside Me Poem by krysten slater

dont have the courage to face it, and maybe im a coward for it.
somethin was stolen and i cant get it back and thats just the problem, I CANT GET IT BACK.
i can cry myself to sleep every night, i can break every dish in sight, and can even kill to try to ease this pain but it wont return this stolen moment.
for so long i've been so cold and close off to the world, i thought maybe a life ended yours or mine could end it all.
i hate like i've never hated anyone before.
i imagined your death a thousand times just because i smell your stink on me, no matter how much i scrub, no matter how much bleach i use i still smell you.
you disgust me, you should be rotting away, you dont deserve a grave.
you dont deserve to be cryed over because your a waste of space and time, someone that should NEVER have been given life.
everything about you is repulsive. you gave me shame, pain, embarrassment and self loathe.
my only prayer is that you get back triple the pain you gave, and when you do think of me.