Rain Poem by Rita Thornhill

I feel water, it's drizzling.
The raindrops are falling
around me, on me, everywhere
I feel my clothes getting soaked!

It's such depressing weather
I start crying 'cause my baby's
ignoring me, my tears make
the rain seem even worse than
it really is...I'm depressed!

Daylight is fading fast
the night is drawing near
I'm scared
is he going to ignore me forever?

My tear are falling rapidly now,
my heart is tearing apart,
I'm hurt, I'm not myself anymore.
I'm scared, it feels like I'm losing him!

Doubt is filling my heart to it's brim
am i just another on on his hit list?
am i just another statistic?
am i good enough for him?
am i the perfect one for him?
I DON'T KNOW! ! !

My tears fade with the rain,
yet...there is no sun shining
I'm still depressed
I don't feel my body
This cold feeling has consumed me!

Does he still love me?
Does he still care?
The questions appear
out of no where
I'm going Crazy with Pain.

I don't know anymore...
is this his way of
Trying to say goodbye?
or is it just a male thing?

I start crying again
And Then...It started to RAIN
once again, I Feel Lonely,
Sad, I'm trying to break,
free from this depression.

I can't think straight anymore
my emotions are all mixed-up...
I don't know who to turn to...
I'm Alone in this one...!

Maybe I should confront him about this! ? !
Maybe I should try talking to him! ? !
MAYBE...
I DON'T KNOW!
I'm pondering...
The rain stops,
Then it hit me...
I'm not crying anymore...
I've got a Solution...! ! !

SO WHAT...
THE SUN IS SHINING...
BUT THE RAIN KEEPS FALLING...
MY SOLUTION DIDN'T WORK...
I failed once again...
What have I done to make him so miserable?
HOW SHOULD I KNOW...
IF HE DOESN'T TALK TO ME? ? ?