Rain Interrupted Poem by KarlRomeo PierreLouis

I wish to drown myself in sin
only to forget the warmth of her perfection
leaving little I & self crippled deep from within
shameless and afraid to acknowledge the
worried faces, fading faithfully below
the diamond streets of buried dreams & fears
married no longer these lavish constellations called
for my sanity, gripping closely to my growing
malady those and these memories from above bargain religiously
her portrait for the addiction of mind and body
foreclosing behind passion and joy of
those who have and not, and I have lost the
still imprints of my breath against such
window panes of her forgotten and frame
an unknown slain ribbon have fallen
from the sky with her initials speaking B.Y.E
hatefully I spend hours hiding creatively
between the lines recited and bled
racing heart alive no longer, beating still
my eyes have wandered the cycle of this said
and unheard collaboration of pen and wine
I have now found.....