Rainbow Of Blessings Poem by Jimmy L. Lyons

I'm trying to keep real -
going through some trials,
going through some pain.
Still chasing away the pain.

I want my rainbow of blessings;
I cannot reach anyone.
The one Person I can reach is God;
no one can help me but God.

I've been through spiritual war;
for two years I've been fighting pain.
I don't want this anymore;
I want my pain to be gone.

Been fighting for my life against pain;
now I want my rainbow of blessings.
No one understands what I'm going through;
I've been dealing with a lot.

I'm just looking for true love -
the love of a woman who needs love,
of a woman who loves me and loves God.
I'm praying for God to send me someone.

I know that someone's out there,
and I hope I'm able to find her.
I feel I must let go and let God,
and receive my rainbow of blessings.