Random Poem by Melissa Joy Chesky

I don't know who to be mad at,
Me for loving you so deeply
Or you for giving me a reason to love again.
But now those reasons seem so pointless
For you are losing the hold against me.
What I thought was truth seem too good to be true,
And now I know why I had that gut feeling to run in the beginning.
I wanted your love so bad,
I thought it was long-lasting;
But it might just end as self-abhorrence.
And no proof of love left behind.
She's still in your heart, in your head…
I see that now.
I can't ever replace her, can I?