I tried to talk to you in a different way.
But I think the Christian Prayer Messaging
Isn't working for me.
So now I hope you're reading this letter
Over my stooped shoulder,
Because I don't know how to get this letter to you.
God, I think that you are disappearing
From my view that is already so blurred.
I can't hear the reassuring voice telling
Me to keep moving forward.
Truthfully, it scares me to say it.
Maybe blurred vision plagues me?
God, I lost the track of life I used to
Bitterness is now the path I walk upon
On this very sullen, ash-colored morning.
Destruction lies upon this path,
Chaos is all I hear.
Will you turn me into a bird, so I can fly far away
From this once upon a nightmare?
God, my faith in you is fading
The presence of you by my side
Where you used to stand is now
Did you finally give up on me,