Rape Poem by Mishelle walker

She feels confused,
She feels hurt,
She doesn't know what to do,
She hates herself more then ever,
She thinks that this is her fault,
Which deep down she should know its not,
This sick and twisted guy,
Has done this to her which will change her whole entire life,
She looks in the mirror disgusted with herself,
She hates the way she looks,
She hates the way she feels,
Scared about everything now,
She doesn't trust a single guy,
She hates everyone in sight,
All she did was lay in shock,
She was scared,
She hated this feeling,
She started moving,
She knew this was wrong,
She slapped his face,
She tried to get up,
But he was to rough for her,
She tried to scream again,
Now when a guy walks behind her,
She screams in fear,
She even fears her father now,
She hates men,
She hates how they are,
She knows that we are nothing but jerks,
She fears her boyfriend,
She wants nothing to do with him,
He doesn't understand,
She holds it all up inside,
She doesn't like this feeling,
She goes to her mother,
Tries to tell her,
But changes her mind,
She just can't,
Not yet,
She feels like this is her fault,
She hates that this has happened,
It's been a few years now,
Recovering from her silent rape,
Still living in fear,
But a little bit better now,
She looks at herself,
Realizing now,
This was his fault,
Not hers,
She doesn't have to live in fear of that night,
She doesn't have to care,
She doesn't need to fear anymore,
She knows that this will stay,
She knows that she still feels the pain,
She fears for other girls now,
She doesn't want them to go through what she did,
She feels like some day she will be okay,
Even if she will have this night stuck with her,