Ready? Not? Confused… Poem by James Callos Jordan

Perplexed; I sit between choices…
I was never ready but you came;
Your love penetrated my soul
And made me felt complete; important.

Tingly emotions tickle my heart.
Telling me I’m ready, I’m prepared;
To verge on this magical rollercoaster,
The one people called love; commitment.

But why? ? ? Now I’m ready, you’re not;
You let me hold on tight on this “love”
But you’re the one letting go…
Now you’re saying you’re not ready? ? ?

I want to go away and just leave you be,
But still you say don’t go I want you with me;
My mind, my body and my spirit can no longer fathom,
Please give me a solution and end this confusion.

September 20,2009