Realms Of Sanity Poem by Nisha Pratap

Lush green grass and breezy curtains gaze my face
As I pull myself up from yesterday's mess
A tinge of Mary Jane and a goodnight's sleep
Is all I want despite my dishevelled aspect.
"Snap out of it? " But why?
She kissed my lips when my rehab failed to.
"Quit this habit", I'd die trying.
While it started with trying to drown the pain,
My pain learnt to swim.
And today, I'm not sure who's drowning.
This conundrum will soon take me away,
And like a smoking bong,
all my pain will soon be gone
But now I need to numb this pain,
I'd rather take a shot than stay sober
Because this world is exhausting and I should stay High.