Reason Poem by travion hood

Reason

So emotional without a reason
Suffering, But I’m breathing
Starting over, but no teething
Crying while cheesing
Alive and fine, But I’m bleeding
4 phases of life, but no seasons
Saying goodbye, but no greeting
Am I lusting or feenin’
Saying I love you with no meanings
Plenty of sight, but no seeing
Never killed, But I’m grieving
Give my all, but I’m never receiving
Full of food, but I’m still eating
Band-Aid on my soar cut still leaking
My heart is hiding, but my heart is not beating
Do I trick or am I treating
Give my all, But you treason
Free, But I’m thieving
Running away, But I’m not leaving
Holding tight, But not releasing
I’m flying solo, but I’m teaming
I’m glistening, but I’m teaming
I’m glistening, but not gleaming
Learning with no teaching
Strong, But still weaken
A grown man, but still teenin’
Cooling off, but still heating
Got what you want, But I’m still teasin’
New Yorkian, But no Brooklyn
Dreaming, but not sleeping
No past but I’m reminisin’
So, why am I so emotional without a reason?