Reclusion Poem by matt valenciano

myself and no one inside
she left me hanging on with false hope
'don't worry im not going anywhere'
meaningless words
she couldn't hang on for 2 more months to see me
6 months she had no complaints
the last 2 months she avoided me
left in shambles i let 2 past my wall but she put all the locks back up
now 3 inhabit my heart but 2 plutonically and her neurotically
she wanted to sacrifice love for convenience but i cant let that be
im sacrificing all for a whole new world and a maybe
look at what she does to me
my legs scarring with fresh cuts from a false alarm situation
the bleeding shows that im still alive....or am i?