Recoverys Game Poem by Cassanya Anderson

For all the ups, all the down, all the smiles and all the frowns!

For all the hopes, all the dreams, all the frustrations and all the screams!

For every good there seems some bad... Sometimes were happy other times sad...

For every memory I let waste way....
For every day I wasn’t there to play....

For my two striking sons I let down time to time...
I’m standing here now promising mommy is trying her best to back fulltime...

For every family and friend I know I let worry.....
I will try my best to make it up in a hurry.....

For every councillor who let me vent~
Thank you so much I’ve never been so content....

For the safety and knowledge of what’s behind these walls,
I hope and pray this place never falls....

For each one of my group members who were all so amazing!
Thank you for bringing me out of my eight years of hazing....

To all the people who helped me along the way.~
I could not have gotten here without all you had to say....

It was as though I was blind...

A child walking in the dark....

Thank you all so much for leaving you marks...

To addiction cause I know you still linger,
I would like to show you my middle finger.

I know you’re still a real danger
I also know you will never ever be a stranger.

You have taken my life and other too but can’t have mine any more.
I will not give in to you again! This is the last time I kick you out my door.

You have many of close friends and you have taken some of their lives right to the end.

You have some of my closest siblings and many family members too.
There are so many evil syndical things I would do if I could get my hands on you.

For all the frustrations I wasted on you,
For all the screams I wasted too,

I never gave up hoping and dreaming that one day I would be strong enough to say I’m threw with you.

Now with the many new tools in my pockets and all new supports that surround around me. I can have a smile on my bright face when you come try attack I know you won’t drown me.

How much damage you can do, not only to the addict, but to the whole family threw and threw....

My heart bleeds and my eyes swell up with tears....
Because know the deep pain and I still have some intense fears....
I know where you were and I feel your pain...
Start the life of recovery it’s hard but it’s worth all the gain.