Reflection Poem by charity howard

Who would have known what this would come to who could have seen
all the emotions spilling out of me who knew all the pain that I felt the
emotions spilled out of me like a waterfall it was more than enough to deal with all the tears I'm sure they could fill the sea so many lies they
filled my head I can't even stand to look in the mirror the reflection of
ugliness surrounds me my dreams are inside of me my wrist and
shoulder bleeds of scars my scars heal it could all be over for me will
anyone miss me when I'm gone my reflection cries that truly cannot be
me why are the tears red it's beautiful because it sparkles in the night
it glimmers on the bright white snow my dreams shatter when I scream
but when I awake I know it was all just a dream