Refusing To Love You Poem by Jeanette Matthews

I'm refusing to love you because this something I got to do
You don't know how it feel to be in love with someone that don't say I love you too
You don't know how it fell to wake up and there's no one there to have your back
I know the feeling, I know how it feel when you have to actually have to wake up and feel that
When I open my heart, my heart doesn't have strings attach
So I don't have to worry about finding or connecting with someone because I have a match
That s why I'm refusing to fall in love with you
Because I'm afraid of what my love will go through
If you had to experience what I Constantly experience before
Than you will do as I do refuse to love so you can't get hurt anymore
I'm refusing to love you cause my heart on the line
I'm refusing to love because love not's going to hurt me this time