Regret Poem by Kayla Jacobs

there is a problem with my sight
i can't seem to see straight
my feelings are messed up
my sight is going blurry
my heart is racing
pain shooting up my arm
i can't figure out what i did wrong
did i cut deeper than last time?
blood is pooling on the blankets under me
it's getting colder as breath leaves me
i don't feel anything
other than the pain in my arm
what did i do to deserve this?
did i do anyone harm?
i wanted to say sorry and give up like so many times before
it's the pain i wanted to get away from
not the love i tried to feel
now i feel regret that i ever tried