Remission Poem by MiC CAH

Im on a ledge; looking down with dread
but instead, I move toward the edge
and find myself thinking of whats ahead should I
jump and free me or should I let what is be
Tired of the nights of failed attempts and
the morning only bring confirmation
that there will be another night of expectation.
Regreting acts of desperation.
Financial frustrations
Waiting on anything that may look like and act of kindness
or Divine guidance.
Self pity this isnt, its heartache in remission
its the purest definition of Regretful Decisions.