Repetition Poem by uder pressure

Finding yourself
in the dark hole
you are completely
familiar with
such a sad
place to be again

Your fighting
to stay sain and stay
above water
while people
watch. Do they have
the slightest idea?

So quiet and peace
ful on the outside
i'm like noone
fighting the urge
to run everyday

everybody denying anything
is wrong, they say everything
is completely normal.
Everybody loves to sleep

Not like you do
unconcious to all
your problems eating
you alive.
Everybody eats

Not how much you do
so full you can't
walk resorting
to a porcelain
glass bowl..
Everybody has bad
days

Not like you expirience
You flirt with the idea
everyday of a blade
to the wrist
fight the urge of eating
and not feeling
you can't get enough
of it

Someone rescue
save her
before she hits rocks
save her
before she dies