Reserved For Some Poem by Bhaskar Sharad

With the darkness around, I sought peace
will I ever get it?
Heart longing for love, but
Its reserved for some

Sitting idle
I travel the world
searching someone
some voices i heard
Its going in the mind
with coke and with some rum
looking for company, but
Its reserved for some

Its too much noise outside
The inside boils
melody of life lost
catching shadow of light
compromises are too many
I want none
looking for freedom, but
Its reserved for some

I decide to stand up
for for or for against
I don't know
I don't want to know
I wish to kill, or
to be killed, facing the gun
looking for a cause, but
Its reserved for some

To taste the life
test the life
One step more
the agonizing fall
to walk with bleeding heart
to laugh at one's battered bum
looking for a philosophy, but
Its reserved for some