Restless Night Poem by Timothy Robledo

Another restless nite can't sleep heart heavy mind full. I close my eyes and feel nothing but the weight of the world on my sholders. It's crushing me breaking me down squeezing the life outta me. I try opening my eyes but I can't it's as if a vail of black is tied around my eyes forcing me to feel the pain inside. Forcing me to live in the dark place. I move at a slow pace as I see everyone running around me I can't catch up I try to run but get no where. No matter wat I do it feels as if nothing is every gd enough. I fight to stay alive in this dark place not to fade away into the vail of black. It's hard each day that passes I feel a lil part of me is fading away. It all started the day my heart faded away. People call me heartless yet they never really known the truth behind why. Behind the these eyes lies a broken man a broken soul a lost child. Behind these eyes there a lost soldier fightig for his freedom fighting his monster struggling to break free of the evil with in. People fail to realize that I am only human I make mistakes but pay 4 them in silence.