Lost Soul Poem by Timothy Robledo

Lost soul wandering not knowing where 2 go! Lost in a deep sea of sorrow tryin 2 find a way out! Can't breath lost scared alone! Neva givin up! Fightin 2 find away out but can't no matta how hard I try I get beat down yet again. So much pain in my life hidin tryin 2 find a way out! I can't I cry out but no one hears me! Lost in a deep sea of sorrow alone! No one knows wat I am feelin! Scared troubled! Fearin the unknown! Lost hurt pain is all I feel deep within me! I smile I laugh but deep down inside I cry! I cry a neva endin river of pain! I mask this pain wit a smile of joy! I'm worried! I fear lose! I don't want no more pain in my life. I hide it tell no 1! I can't take it anymore its hurts so bad! I neva break down I hide it! Stand tall Head up Neva Show that I am down! Hurt pain fear is all inside me! Not know when this is all gonna end! When will I truly be happy! When will my pain go away! When is it gonna be my time 2 shine not maskin my pain! Showin a real smile of joy! Not a smile of a hurt soul! But a smile of a truly happy man! I hold myself strong stand my ground neva backing down! I'm a lost soul! Hurt trapped in a sea of my own sorrow and pain!