Restless Nights Poem by shifa shahzad

I close my restless eyes, to find a mirror memory of my past
I open my eyes to find the bitter reality.
Thoughts of regret burry me in cold soil.

I am out of oxygen. HELP ME!
Get me out.
I close my eyes and demons of my past surround me.
i open my eyes and
find my self in those moments which are now faint

ocean of biter memory's hit me. BOOM!
I close those restless eyes again
I feel numb.
The night passes,
only to open my restless eyes

I put a fake smile
To fool everyone all over again

by shifa shahzad