Sad Poem by Joyce MwiQs

Its raining outside, Its 2340hrs
Thunder & lightning is incharge
I cant sleep,
Im thinking
Deep thoughts...

Im now lying down on the floor
Eyes wide open to the ceiling
Asking myself so many questions
Wishing i could get answers to all..
But then again
I really dont want answers to some
coz am afraid they would be answers
i wouldnt want to hear...

I have alot to pour out of my head
before it explodes
but where do i start from
how do i even start unravelling this

I turn on my laptop to listen to music
i just want to soothe my mind...
But then again,
I aint even listening
my head aint at peace
then i know how sad i am..