Saddest Pain And Loneliness Poem by Lotlot Diaz

You made my palm and knees
touched to the ground
and its too much to keep
a bucket of tears
who also want to showed up
and slide down.
So I let it show,
I let it flow...
As it offer coolness
and made some promise
to help clearing my mind
till it sees forgiveness,
So I let it show,
I let it flow...

You made my heart stocked in mud,
the mad who stabed my heart
surely making the beat slowly
until it stoped.
Instead of tears
now I'm seeing bleeds,
and bloods starts to embrace me,
stoping it by any
will no use
even the happiest memories.
Saddest pain and loneliness starts to invade me.

You made my soal
sad and lonely,
even peace is unknown to me.
I still know you,
As the one, and my only man.
I still feel you,
But now as warm as my tears.
I still see your smile,
That one by one cuts through my vines.
I still feel the same feeling
when you say your goodbye
Is not for the meantime.
Saddest pain and loneliness is now all inside of me.