Scare ***** Deja Vu, Shangrila Mactan Poem by Rommel Mark Dominguez Marchan

That must be the best place
to unwind against boredomsome
hours beset unto me in
this historic island of heroism
by the 1st Filipino hero our
grand-grand-grandpa
Lapu-lapu

too eager-too weak is my desire
to step down
and see the intriguing view
inside this world class
luxury hotel
i have never yet touched this
landmark of modernity
even in my uncorrupted sight

you must agree,
I am magnetized now by the bait
of fantasy
floating with the harbor
of excitement
slow-moving approach while
leaving tremendous footprints
in the tablets path way
along well-guarded CCTV
entrance gate
but what an emotional shock
a de javu trauma welcoming
to my face
a flash back phobia
of historical events that i need to forget

trembling with catastrophic
heartbeat
while featuring the 5 star architectural
side view seems the Malacañang palace
where I had just escaped from after
EDSA 3 political crisis
tiresome rally, and
conflict, threat of war in adjacent Mendiolla-
avenue
where teargas encountered that nearly forgotten
events and
now forcibly refresh and retrieve
a de javu scenario that almost cut off
my life
against de facto government

so disgusting