Scared Poem by Jasjiv Singh

the night has fallen and i feel scared again
every time it's the same thing repeating
the sleepless routine makes me insane
and the anticipation of sleep gets me praying

i think i deserve this state of mine
because i called you a selfish liar
i should have apologised on the first sign
but i was burning in my ego's fire

now i'm losing myself to your judgment
the one thing everyone has always feared
how long will his go on is my predicament
i cant take more pain, this i have cleared