Scars And Tears Poem by Lexer Hernandez

Well, This is for the broken hearted
I know how you feel
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever
You dont want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help
But you dont want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel like your heart is falling apart
But you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too
You dont think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you
It feels impossible to stop loving them.
That's the confusing part
You don't know why
You just do

After a few days, you finally feel a sense of relief
or, you thought so
But deep inside, you know that youre just going into a denial

And after days turn into weeks
you're back into where you were
an empty soul and teary eyes
you thought you got over them
but really you just stopped showing it
and you cant help to show it again

It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever
And no one understand how you feel and how deep you are hurt
because it hasnt happened to them
And even if it has every broken heart is different
They dont know the true pain you feel and carry each and every day
So you learn that basically you're alone with all of this
And the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly you're just breakdown
right there and then
because youre up to the point where you dont care who sees

Because you spent so many nights lying awake in bed
and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection
And in the middle of these tears
you know that its not helping any
and its not going to bring them back

After about a million tears have been cried
you finally pull yourself back together and keep going
Your throat start to shake and your eyes burn with the tears youre trying to hold back

Everyone says 'It will be okay'
But you know it wont
And thats the truth, it wont
And you look back on all the hurt yu had from this, but you have learned to hide it so every one will think youre okay

So now everytime you see this person
you know you still love them
and you feel the slight shaking in your throat in you
wanting for her to love you
screaming out
but for some reason they dont hear it

And then you sit back and wonder how one person have caused all of this.....



ֆ PAIN and TEARSֆ