'Science And Same Blood' Poem by Chesco Torres

On my life I can't believe it, I swear that this s**t hurts. All the trust that I had gave you, it poofed and it dispurt. Cause trust is like a lady gave I u mine I let you hold her. Confessed u all my sins sheded tears right on your shoulder. When I found out it almost killed me, I saw sharp glimpses of hell. My best friend and my lady where the stars of this betrayal. And u bring a wack apology well acceptance I aint got none. Just like you broke my heart and left it proven u don't got one. And you knew the way I felt and u knew everything she meant. I guess all the years of friendship its useless time just spent. My body just went numb from my head down to my feet. I never seen something more vulgar than betrayal and deceit. can't believe that admired you, you where someone I looked up to. Now your six feet under with words that hurt cut you. F**k all ur excuses don't worry ill take the blame. I shoul shouldn't of mistrusted and discovered all this pain. Sorry I didn't believe you and let all the lies stack. I should of ate the bull s**t that u always had my back. Its my fault I saw the pictures its my fault I read text. Its my fault a lost best friend its my fault I gained an ex. It aint about getting played cause the cheating is nothing new. But the wound that ill never heal is the brutal fact that I was you. I brought u all my problems u helped my find the real her. Life is so ironic ur the doctor and the killer. They told me I would write the best for the words I haven't spoke. I thank you for the material, the best piece I ever wrote. but I wish yall best of luck yall really do deserve each other. its true science and same blood is the only thing that makes a brother. It don't matter what's ur mask it unravels with the time. But don't worry it all good take ur way and ill take mine. In case u didn't notice its quite sure this friendship over. U say that u regret well here's tough luck no four leave clover. Trust me bro I heard u, u said that u didn't mean it. But to me that s**t don't matter, bro the fact is that u did it. You just murdered a huge bond gave it rope and there it hung. You shot in the chest its so sad died so young. I can't understand u, I stand uder ur words. Cause honestly its bull s**t and that's only for the birds. I don't want an explanation I don't want any excuses. Middle finger plus a trigger are the intro to my deuces.