Secretly Inlove With Him Poem by amanda de la cuz

I want you to know I wish I were your angel.
I want to unfold some majestic wings,
and protect you from all of these things
that I keep doing wrong.
I would love to make you smile all the time,
and make you happy,
and see the little things, and love it all.
i want to make you. But I don't have wings.
I want to save you from all these terrible things,
but I don't know what to do,
I don't know there to start.

And now I am sorry- I am sorry for these things I do,
for the pain i cause you, when I am not trying to.
I am sorry I don't know how to help you,
I don't know how to grow any wings,
i don't know how to make you smile
despite everything. I don't. I can't it seems.
But I want to. can you believe me?
I don't want to hurt you. I care about you...
I hope you know I do, because I wouldn't lie,
not after I have hurt you so much this time.

And I do, just want to save you.
Wrap you in some beautiful wings,
and fly you away into the sunset.
But the truth is it is all so complicated.
But just know i would give you the world,
I would give you everything.
I would do anything to make you happy,
that is anything that I feel I can give.
I hope you understand.
I hope you can see.
I am not perfect, but for you I wish I could be.
I really do wish I were your angel.
Your reason to smile.
I just can't be... not now.
And for that I am sorry.
I am so sorry.