Seeing Poem by Sophie Costa

Why do you look but not see?
Is it you
or is it me
It hurts to watch you, derail yourself
Leaving me to fend, fend for more than my fair share
Why do you look but not see?
love, hate, what's the difference? See me
Wave to me, mummy.
You didn't wave to me, mum

Moving on with your life means leaving
please see me,
why do you look but not see, what it is that you do, to me.