Serendipity Poem by Jack Smith

am on the road again
heading where? god knows where
does it matter where I land?
or does it matter how I get there?
does not the end justify the means?
I snicker within myself,
As I try hard to fool myself
I want me to believe a lie
Can I afford to? but isn't it comforting?
even then can truth be sacrificed?
I detest living a lie.... I hating fooling myself....
but that's what I have been doing till now...
zealous dreams with no sense of justification
are all I have to show that I am passionate about life


is it time already? is the revelation too late?
but am still soaking in the morning... there's ages before dusk...
how should I carry on then? what penance can I do?
where can I find my diamond on the highway?
who can assure me that its still there?
how can I lose it? but wait, was it mine?
what if its someone else's by now? ? ?
how can I redeem it? but should I redeem it?
questions are all that I have... making up for answers I long to get...
hope time brings forth her perfect decision.. in her will and essence...
what shall I do till then?
hope to become the man I was intended to be?
I hope to... I believe I can...
serendipity.... hoping that dreams do come true...
but for now, am on the road again...