It was the fall of night
on Dal Lake,
1961.
A boat carrying
passengers,
from Shalimar Bagh
towards Hazratbal.
My youngest brother,
Jan Mohammad Koul,
was with his father,
returning from a picnic
at Shalimar Bagh—
and then,
while crossing Dal Lake
towards Hazratbal,
a heavy storm rose.
The passenger boat
capsized.
The lake swallowed
the boat;
the darkness swallowed
the lake—
somewhere
between Shalimar
and Hazratbal,
near Sonalāñk.
Childhood
lost its innocence.
Jan Mohammad Koul
did not return.
His father
did not return either.
Luckily, I was home—
waiting in a silence
I could not name.
Years passed.
The lake remained.
Its waters still reflected
the mountains,
the sky,
the evening light—
but for me,
Dal Lake was never
only a lake again.
Sometimes,
when the waters grow still,
I hear something
beneath their silence—
not a cry,
not a voice,
but seven words:
We are martyrs, alive.
We remember you.
—MyKoul
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