She Said. Poem by Marie ...

razor blade leaves a blood red line
leaving a sure sign I'm not fine
blood running down with my tears
not even managing to hide my fears

cut to deep she said,
cut to deep

my friends they now think I'm mad
no one knows what makes me sad
only you know about that threat
but still you don't think I'm upset

going mad she said,
going mad

the way i live hiding me
sometimes i wish you could see
there are things that i hide
try looking at the wounds inside

she's hiding she said,
she's hiding

it isn't like you want to know
who i am or where i'll go
you only care about yourself
so don't bother about my health

ignore her she said,
ignore her

take another look at me
beneath the scars what do you see
close my wounds hold me close
a final chance with an over dose

give in she said,
give in

what if i want to stay?
what are you going to say?
take away all my pain
or this me going insane?

you can't answer i said,
you can't answer