Should I Poem by Makwarela prudence Magadani

I once had u bt nw u r gone, what should i do? Shuld i beg u to stay wit me tonight? Shuld we hold hands to show the world we r alryt? Or shuld i let her hv u without a fyt? /

We started off perfctly hw culd it end so fast. I wonder if u ever lovd me or whether it was lust./
Shuld i cry over u or shuld i consider u as my past? Shuld i hve changd who i m 4 dis relationship to last? I tried to do sum of those thngs bt to u it was neva enof./

I lie in my bed wit dis questions in my head. U took it all dat day, broke my heart into pieces, so tell me what did u gain? M fed up wit u so please just let me be