Should I Or Shouldn'T? ? ? ? Poem by lyangmit vungmoo

Should i or shouldn't
you're so much more than you can see
your making me smile everytime so stupidly
your ever singel response is bringing me closer.
I dont want to
i m afraid of being dumped again

i'll rather say stop! ! ! !
No more texting no more chatting

but why do i m stikk seeking for someone again,
what do i actually want? ? ? ? I dont know,
why m i waiting for someone's call again? ? ? ?
I dont want to,
i m afraid of being dumped again! ! ! !

Slowly when wind pass by,
i feel like its you
alwyas smile dear
thats the thing you said to me

i'll rather say stop! ! ! !
No more texting no more chatting

dont make me smile again
m afraid because, i know
someday, i have to cry again....
And i'll be back to the darkest corner....
But why are you making me smile again? ? ? ?