Should'Ve Shot Myself Poem by grace pelt

i should've shot mii self.
got it all over with.
cuz onlii lord knows all the pain i went thru.
so i stop and think about all that i have.
may not be much but it's lord you I live for.
so i dropp mii gak. and i dropp to mii knees.
i've cried all night about what God has for me.
So i pray to da lord 'please help me'.
and i pray for my homies out in da streets
gettin banged up and gettin blown away.
I kno ya skeptical about wats going on with me.
but dont trii and figure it out.
cuz onlii lord knows i would've shot mii self to get it all over with