*sickness Of My Sins.* Poem by Black Rose Night

Pain bursting in my chest and twisting my sides and stomach.
Coughing leading to blood.
Splatters of red fall to the pure white sink.
Eyes glow silver.
Lips red.
Thoughts rushing a mile ahead.
Thoughts of wonder.
Panic and fear was not even in my mind.
The thoughts of all the sins in this life.
Pain of sin is killing me now ever so slowly and all i can do is laugh.
I'm wasting away slowly in the love that we share.
I dread to leave u and therefore i don't leave u out of my thoughts and heart.
The thoughts of ur sorrow burns my heart and yet i can't stop laughing.
Why?
Why must this be? ? ?
I believe i'll make it through.
I swear to our undying love it's true! ! ! !
I will never leave u! ! !
Jesse my love.
I love u! ! !
With every burn in my heart and every dropp of blood in my veins.....
This pain is killing my outside!
But with u inside me.
I am Free.
With ur love i'll finally get my peace.
The End....
Sadly..