Silent Love Poem by Natasha Underwood

Its beeen a week since the first day we've met
And all these feelings and butterflies reassure me yur something i wont regret
Your smile makes me feel warm and safe, it simply makes my day
I probably should tell you
But im convinced its too soon to feel this way

Its been a month now
And my feelings are only getting stronger
There was this old saying i could relate to
You know 'absence makes the heart grow fonder.'
I replay tht day over and over in my head
I remember everything from the kissses and the words tht were said
Infatuation, love, lust whatever this must be
I probably should tell him how i feel so there could be a 'we'
Devil on my shoulder saying, 'you cant tell him. Nope no way! '
Angel on the other side saying 'you should before it gets too late.'

Two months since ive last seen tht smile of yours and feelings are starting to fade.
Wondering why i never told him how i felt
Maybe because my pride was too great
Maybe because of my ex
And how my past relationship went
Ive been hurt so relationships is something i resent
maybe because i was scared of his response, and he wouldnt feel the same
I take love so seriously and boys treat it like its a game.

Three months i let pass by and im feeling so ashamed
I waited way too long, now hes calling someone elses name....