Silently Wanting To Let(You) Go... Poem by skyy downing

you could care less as i care more,
wanting your feelings to show...
open door,
there you are,
slightly poisoned from liquids,
still me hoping you soberly connect,
on an intelect of you and I,
knowing the truth,
inside I cry why,
keep letting you in heart ache begins as happiness subsides,
emptiness fills the void of love in my soul,
anger fill the space of compassion,
but at the same breath wishing this moment was everlasting,
time bombs crashing as you head for the door,
dont answer my call i beg of you,
i dont need you anymore,
but as my emotions dial you number like a perfect melody,
craving you next to me,
words can never exspell from mouth to describe the way i feel,
late night rings explain the ordeal,
for itself my soul metls as you return to my door step feeding that insecure me,
please hear my silent cries and leave dont look back help me let you go,
but how could you do so if you never known,
you help deal with the pain crept up inside of me but that girl has to die in me,
let you go,
for good...
but if i could just let you know,
my heart wont let me though,
I yell at the phone to disconnect me,
but insted your fingers reject me,
with daggers in my soul...
one day ill let you go