skyy downing

i stay awake waitin for my phone to ring,
foolling myself causing the pain to sting,
knowing that what we had was nomore than a fling,
but my heart acted like a spoiled child,
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lol as i sit here and wonder my the hell am i thinking about you,
thinking to myself is your love still true,
as true as when you first told me in that hallway,
right in front of my doorway,
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tears streaming down the surface,
while the pain has nowhere to hide,
standing in this rain as the water pours over
my still born- like body,
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new season...spring and your gone,

its crazy how one minute your here and then your gone,
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way back we were like the best of friends closer that the next of kin...folk,
beauty is what you spoke,
butterflies were like permanent tats in my stomach,
the thought of u going away made me wanna vommit,
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They say the pain and hurt stops when you allow yourself to let go,
But what if the pain never stops,

They say you’ll find love when you least expect it,
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Take me back to the time when i had an idea of my destiny,
Now im sitting here just you and me,
weary of what we could be,
Tired of hearing i need to leave,
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taunted by silence,
tempted by heartbreak,
insecurities bubble at the surface,
spilling over into sadness,
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a baby,
held by baby,
innocence,
confusion,
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dear heartache,

to you its seems easy,
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this journey wasent easy,

nor do I regret,
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you could care less as i care more,
wanting your feelings to show...
open door,
there you are,
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as my pink manicured nails dial the number I try so hard to forget,

regret paints a cinnimon taste across my tougne,
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The cloud that couldnt let the tears flow
(metaphoric expression of a troubled teenage girl that held in her emotions)

If i could take the pain and pass it like open book test i would rid the hurt i've endored for years,
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The Myspac{3nough} love flu

I logged in...
and a messgage alert made my heart spik a beat,
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