Silly Me Poem by krysten slater

I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I COULD SAFE WITH YOU
THAT I COULD STOP FEELING THIS CONSTANT PAIN AND SORROW
BUT BEING WITH YOU IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER, UP AND DOWN, DEPRESSED AND A MESSED
YOU MADE ME HATE MYSELF, FEELTING AS IF I WERE NOTHING
I HATED ME AND MY BODY
WE WERE SUPOSED TO GET MARRIED, INSTEAD YOU TURNED MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN
PLAYED ME LIKE A FOOL AND FINISHED RIPPING MY HEART APART
THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED
CANT LOOK AT MYSELF THE SAME
CUZ BABY YOU BROKE ME
MAYBE I WASNT ENOUGH FOR YOU
BUT I FELL HARD ANYWAY
I THOUGHT MAYBE............ I DONT KNOW WHAT I THOUGHT
TOO BUSY BEING SCARED OF LOSING YOU WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN SCARED OF LOSING MYSELF