Sit Here Poem by Amanda Shields

i sit here and watch as you walk away from me...
I sit here and wonder why you left me....
i sit here and think to myself that if i was better i would still have you....
Maybe if i was punk or emo because you seem to go for those....
Maybe if i was like the faceless drg doing person you're with now....
Maybe we'll never be again...
what if our friendship doesn't last?
what if we fight for the rest of our lives?
what if i say i need you?
would you come to me?
would you be there for me in times of need?
would you trust me again?
Could you tell me everythings going to be alright?
Could you help me sort out my problems?
Could you protect me from all the evil in the world?
Should i love you or hate you?
Should i only think of you as a friend?
Should i tell you how i feel?
Do you love me?
Do you think of me?
Do you feel the same way i do?
why can't we be together?
why can't i be yours?
why can't i feel your arms around me one more time?
I sit here and watch you walk out of my life...
I sit here and wonder why you're leaving me...
I sit here and think that if i change would you come back to me...